anamnesis

Assalamualaikum and Bonjour love!
    My first post for 2012.2011 had gone and it left many memories and lessons for us.how was my 2011?well,let say it was indescribable.i just can't explain how amazing,yet cumbersome it was.it was the first year i lived without my brother,yet his lost made big changes to me during my life in 2011.it was the year where i learned my lesson to be more emphatic on my education because i was oh-so-engross about it.you had read how i lost my grip and how hard for me to get it back.in a nutshell,there were always a vice-versa in every bad circumstances because i believe on this words,'Allah won't test a person beyond his or her capabilities'.
    Well,for the bright side,i had gained many experiences from my trip to some foreign countries.i met new people,made new friends and took a squint on how they live.i stop yammering about my life because i already saw how the unfortunate people live on their turmoil life.2011 had gave me an ample time to be more worth-a-king's-ransom human being.yes,it did.i just realized the door to change your indistinct life is not that vague.and i already shoved away my primitive thinking that my life is going to be monotonous and no avail at all.
  Well,this year,with Allah's willing,i'm trying to be more avail and a better human being.and of course, rock out my days and frantically live my life.haha!=)

 btw,since this year i'm going to face the most treacherous examination,SPM,i won't update this blog regularly.i will be completely on hiatus and maybe will update this if i have any ample time.so,see ya'!
Assalamualaikum and Au Revoir,love..

some people aren't lucky

Assalamuaikum and Bonjour love,
   this is a quick update.few weeks ago,Toh puan came and visited Keningau.we went in and out of the skirt of keningau district.let's start with the 'in' first..

God knows what's hidding beneath their smiles.hoping those kids will get well soon.=')

i miss you

Untitled, a photo by LOKA  ، (Malak abdullah)‏ on Flickr.

remember,the night when both of us were standing in front of kaabah.i secretly looked at you.then,the love grows more and never stop,love.

why so serious?

Assalamualaikum and bonjour love,
             so yeah,happy midnight.zoo-wee-mama.i bet some of you know that.Wimpy kid the movie.i watched it with my cats,mumuk and puppy.
          well,that's not the main reason i'm here,blogging, late night.i was wandering on my facebook.then i saw a picture of this super genius girl.let's name her Y.she's a friend of my sister,ain,who's studying in Russia.my sister once told me a story about Y.i dunno,i just think Y is oh-so-indescriblable.Y used to study on oversea(i forgot where on earth the country was).high school i mean.well,us,ordinary people,get our education in malaysia.while Y was on the OTHER country.then she continued her study in Russia,with my sister.she always get high marks on every paper,every exam she faces.well,my reaction "like seriously?another albert einstein?".she studies all the time,everday,every hour.it's kinda a jaw-opening action for me.then,she has a boyfriend,who is also studying in Russia.but Y always pay MORE attention to her study than the poor BF.and he feels neglected.
           but,i dunno,i just feel i like the way she lives her life.well,don't get me wrong,fellas.i love the part of the story where Y always studies all day long.like i wish I WAS!.and it's kinda awesome.(i secretly wanna be like that,but it's hard,y'know).okey,i just don't have any slightest idea how to express the awesomeness of her.i really adore her so much..
       okey,my mind goes numb.well,of course it's midnight Ayu.your brain wanna get some extra rest..i'm just wondering,is it wrong to be like that?i'll leave some question,i know..
okey,enough.i need my beauty sleep
Assalamualaikum and Au Revoir,love..

Staying Cozy

Staying Cozy, a photo by AlexHawkPhotography on Flickr.

will update soon..

Hit the lights

will update soon.about :

•      trip to Tenom with ma' girlfriends.
•      room makeover

and thanks a lot to my lappy cap ayam.i miss my photoshop so much.=.=

312/365

312/365, a photo by Donna Irene. on Flickr.

decorated

je t'aime beaucoup

well,that's a few words i know in french language,still learning it.and btw,it means i like you very much and pronounce it like this:zher tem boo-koo.=)

grand jour

Assalamualaikum and bonjour fellas.
         so,as i said on my recent post,im going to post a post about my birthday-day.well,it wasn't a big celebration that i had,but somehow,i'm happy about it.it was really a GRAND JOUR!
      i spent my birthday night with my family,we ate at Dreamland.well,we supposed to go to hotel perkasa but it was booked for a wedding.then,the next day,i went to pizza with my friends,peja,lila and epop.the atmosphere was oh-so-hustle-and-bustle even it was just us and a few customers there.(we owned the pizza that day).so,here are some pictures.

at last,a picture of lila.yeah,we also celebrated it in balai polis.=p
so,that's all..Assalamualaikum and au revoir,love.
    
   dear you,i know you are going to read this.i want an ice-cream.gimme one,pur-lease?
         

analagous & tracherous

Assalamualaikum and bonjour ♥,
         exam weeks are finally over.and yeah,what a stressful days i've been through.struggling from falling down because i did fall during UP2.and it sucks.from nom 2 to nom 37?yeah,seriously.but i have a faith that i'll do well during this excel exam,i did.ouh,wait!i don't put any hope for add. math.believe me,it was oh-so-difficult.i would rather answering all chemistry papers back to back than answering that freakin-torturing mind questions.i don't  mind if i even flunk.science papers were ok,just ok.but during my Bio test,i puked,vomited in the ladies.i just don't know what's going on.so,i didn't think i'll get A.(which on my aim list,i targeted to get A)
        so,ain't talking about exam.past is past.and i'm spending my precious time on social networkS.which is like a revenge.i had not been on these sites for a month and it's enough to drive me nuts.more banana.haha.i gave both of my FB and twit passwords to my sister and asked her to change it so i won't sneek peek them.but at last,i had to hack my accounts.and someone did hack mine too,after i did it.so,if you think i don't know who on earth are you,you are wrong because my device is high-tech.not like yours.i've detected you.=p
   school is nearly over and holiday is coming.it's a no-and-more-hooray circumstances.i love school,but i prefer home.i'm planning to do some revision before i'm going for a holiday.and i just can't wait!.
    i'd turned sweet-sixteen on monday.i celebrated it with my girlfriends.but don't worry,i'll post it later.;)
BTW,if you guys noticed somethin'.i just changed my header.haha,well,that's a brand new information.LOL.not so important to be told.okey,it's 23:47 right now.i'm not sleepy(i can't sleep,thanks to my hot chocolate) and i'm not planning to sleep anyway.i'm going to do some "work out".new song,well not really.it WAS my fav. song when i was in form 2 and it was my tumblr friend who lemme know about it.ARTM,like we used to..yah,jiwang.i know..
so,Assalamualaikum and Au Revoir.

       " if you love let it go,if it comes to you it yours,if it doesn't it never was" 

someone

Eifel tower,i'm in love

 

NEW GUITAR.

Bought it from Kaison,Cp.i love this small statue.

Short update,sorry lover.kinda busy now.so,see ya later.=)
Assalamualaikum and Au revoir love..

♥ in Saudi Arabia part 2

Assalammualaikum and Bonjour love,
    continuing ma' trip in Saudi.Madinah.after visiting all the places i stated before,we went no where.just around inside Madinah itself because we were leaving.ouh,i miss Madinah.breaking fast in Masjid Nabawi was a wonderful experience.everything went so smooth..

 After 3 days in Madinah,we went to Makkah.it took 5 hours for us to get there.As soon as we arrived there,we put down our bags and went to umrah.it consists of Tawaf,Saei and Tahalul.nearly 2 hours to do that,well,depends on the circumstances.i didn't go out for walk there because it was not-so-cold,plus we were fasting.talking about fasting,well,we also took time to get ourselves with the atmosphere.but,after 3 days in Saudi,we were only starving for food instead of getting thirsty of water.=p

 We made many trips in Makkah but sometimes,i didn't follow them or i slept in the bus because i was tired.that's why i didn't have any finest idea where we went.but in Ladang Unta,i was awaken because i love unta.except for the smell but they are cute and FYI,they can cry..

The last night we were in Saudi,i didn't sleep.i went to Solat terawih and it felt so sad to leave Saudi Arabia.i was breaking my fast with all different races of human,we shared food and drinks,we talked,we laughed.and it felt so good and thankful to be born as a muslim.i found peaceful in myself as i was around them,there was no limit and i was told that we are same and i believe it until now.and i remember how i cried during Terawih and i just kept myself awake because i knew,it was going to be my last terawih in Masjidilharam.plus,i didn't give any turn to get myself back to hotel after maghrib because i wanna hear the reading of the leading imam in Masjidil Haram.he's Sheikh As-Sudais.ouh,his reading of Holy Al-quran was AMAZING.i cried when he was reading one of the surah,even though i didn't know what it means,but his voice is enough to tell everything.i really adore him and i wish i can be one of his makmum next day..amin..
  after the terawih,i went back to the hotel alone.no,it's not dangerous for a girl like me to walk alone in there.it is peace,plus all the people are nice.then,i ate Nasi Arab.it was delicious,yum yum.haha.
  around 11 am,we headed to airport.our flight was around 10 pm.the best thing about in clouds for a day is you can see the sun rise.well,i did.and it was awesome.but after seeing the sun,i fall asleep like all the way to Malaysia and the next thing i knew was,we already arrived.wow!
 so,that how my awesome trip went on..i miss everything,EVERYTHING in saudi.the hot breeze,the ice-cream,the cars' hon,the nasi arab,the fight of turkeys' women ,the name that that given to me by an Egypt woman(ana alia,because she said aundreana is like a non-muslim name,so she gave me that name) zam-zam and most of all,sheikh as-sudais.i officially labeled Saudi as my second home.home sweet home.i went home with brand new stuff while my sister brought her Makkah liaison with her.haha.

dear saudi,
  i'm staring to miss you since my last footstep left you.and i'm hoping to go back there.and btw,I LOVE YOU.
                                            yours sincerely,
                                               Ana  Alia..
Assalamualaikum and widaan ya ♥.ilal liqo.=)

maybe i should

i'm just sixteen and i shouldn't think about this.sometimes,i think something is wrong with my mind.or maybe i'm just tired..

 

New York Fashion Week

New York Fashion Week, a photo by ppppapertissue.blogspot.com on Flickr.

someone is going to new york.=p

privacy

who do you think you are?it is up to me whether i wanna talk to you or not.damn!.sometimes,you really need to understand that some people don't wanna talk.but you are beyond the limit.how i wish i can slap your face direct from the chat box.LOL.dude,i really don't like your attitude.please stop all the crap.worthless.like for god sake,i don't even know you..please,back off!

#336 September 4th

#336 September 4th, a photo by PaperTissue on Flickr.

207/365 (Explored), a photo by Donna Irene. on Flickr.